Machine Gun Kelly once “broke” and put a loaded gun in his mouth while on the phone with his now fiancée Megan fox. In his new Hulu documentary “Life in Pink,” the rocker detailed a dark night in July 2020 as he mourned the loss of his father, who passed away on the one-year anniversary of the release of his “Hotel Diablo” album.
“I wouldn’t leave my room and it started to get very, very, very dark. Megan went to Bulgaria to shoot a movie and I started to feel really wild paranoia. I kept getting paranoid that someone was going to come and kill me,” 32-year-old MGK recalled.
AmericanPost.News reports that Machine Gun Kelly, whose real name is Colson Baker, added that he always slept with a shotgun next to his bed and “it just snapped” that day.
Machine Gun Kelly considered suicide after losing his father
“I called Megan. I was like, ‘You’re not here for me. I’m in my room and I’m, like, freaking out on her. Dude, I put the shotgun in my mouth. And I’m screaming on the phone and like the barrel is in my mouth. And I’m going to cock the shotgun and the bullet, when it comes back up, the shell jams. Megan is like dead silent.”
Rocker Machine Gun Kelly said that moment was when he realized “something wasn’t right,” adding that Fox and his 12-year-old daughter Casie shared that they no longer wanted to “talk to [él] through a veil.”
“‘I want to like you, see you as my father’ and ‘I want to see you as my future husband’ and I said, I really need to get off drugs this time,” he said, though he did not specify if he was high during the incident.
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Megan Fox “became the sun” for MGK
Kelly said the 36-year-old Fox “became the sun” for him, saying his world revolved around her and that she helped him grow and brought him to life. “That’s what helps me write those songs. Because it’s like all the fairy tales that you were never told in school… the passion between us is from another world,” she said.
Machine Gun Kelly and Megan Fox began dating after meeting on the set of “Midnight in The Switchgrass” in early 2020 and confirmed their relationship in June 2020. The “Emo Girl” singer proposed to the “Emo Girl” actress. Transformers” in January 2022. Fox shares three children with ex-husband Brian Austin Green.
The rocker has been open to working on his fight against substance abuse and mental health issues, saying in 2020, “Currently, my drug of choice is happiness and commitment to art, rather than commitment to a vice.” I think art did. I’m taking action.”
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